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  • welcome to the hole

    welcome to the hole

    Once upon a time, I kept a LiveJournal account, gryphons_hole, a deep, dark, comfy little hole in my brain where I kept notes on my life and queerness.

    This is the archive to that account, mostly password protected, adult, queer content, stripped of photo content after the site restructured its photo hosting feature. I hope to restore that content as well.

    If I know you, ask for the password. If I don’t, hope for a generous mood.

    08.18.24 I have realized a need to continue in this space. A kink reawaking if you will, with content that may range into inappropriate for my other blog spaces.

  • Protected: show your cockring sunday

    Protected: show your cockring sunday

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  • Protected: the mane event

    Protected: the mane event

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  • Protected: a big f u to the big c

    Protected: a big f u to the big c

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  • fuckity fuck fuck

    fuckity fuck fuck

    I just got off the phone with my mom…

    Dad is back home, seemingly for good. The doctor only had to remove a tiny bit of the bone in his little toe. Everything with Dad seems to be levelling off finally. Only two years of an ordeal…

    And my mom has breast cancer…

    She is much in the same boat as I was in that it is very early in stage one.

    Ductile carcinoma in situ; grade 0, stage 1… WTF that means…
    As it turns out, I am much better designed to carry all that crap inside of me than to carry the weight of it being inside of someone I love.

    Neither of my sisters know yet; they are both on vacation. Mom waited for me to get back from mine, too, because she just is that way… It is a reality whether or not we know while travelling and our worry affects it not at all.

    Mom pointed out that I finally am at the top of the list to know instead of the traditional last spot being the baby brother. I requested a happy topic for the next time I am first in line. I also told her to take it one day at a time and to laugh at it every chance she has.

    *sigh*

  • Protected: camp – the crush-fest

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  • photo challenge – glass

    Cross-posted.

    Just some of my thrift store finds…

  • Protected: camp – separation anxiety and the lesson that I finally learned

    Protected: camp – separation anxiety and the lesson that I finally learned

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  • Protected: camp – tl;dr

    Protected: camp – tl;dr

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  • I have returned home

    I have returned home

    … but I do not mean “I’m back at the studio” which I also am. For that, I guess, I could say, “I have returned to the place where I live.

    I have been processing all day on the return trip. So very much of it all sits so deeply in my mind that it will stay with me for a long time, even though my body already feels as if none of it ever happened. I still have stripes running down my shoulder blades and yet my flesh is numb to the profound journey I just completed. I have spent the entirety of four days revved up so high that my body quivered at any touch and now I sit here numb, sensory memory fading into the same mists that have again swallowed my mystic home into oblivion until it once more appears to call me to it.

  • @ MCI

    @ MCI

    I’m at MCI, boarding for my first leg to Nashville has just started. I have a transfer in Nashville to Philly.

    Later this evening, dinner with wescobear (*swoon*) and afterward, redmoonriver will join us for drinks at the Bike Stop.

    Tomorrow, Delta!

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