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The Singularity of Being

I have used the title before, most likely more than once. The concept has been unfolding its secret to me ever since chemo, now almost two years past. Yesterday, I think I may have had the single greatest epiphany in my time as an artist. Unfortunately, it will need to wait just a it before […]

The first slump of ’06

I am home.Or at least back to the place I live… I am overwhelmed with sadness now.I feel torn in so many pieces right now.So many places I could be, so many places I could go.But none of them really offer any improvement. Right now, it all feels like the same crap. I miss my […]

Sometimes I just don’t like people…

I know that every fag out there has heard this… “I’m just want someone else to call first, to make the plans, to decide – anything”BLAH BLAH BLAH. Well, babes, I am sick of being the one that calls first,the one that responds to others like I want to be treated. The one that is […]

Laughin’ at My Sorry Ass

Yeah…er, um…sure… I was gonna go the WHOLE freakin’ weekend without posting… Bwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahaha… So the entire family is asleep, but I slept too much on the drive here. And I am a bit too pissy to sleep… It seems that David overlooked telling me that he was planning all along to head back early to […]

the beautiful singularity of being

On the topic of signs, hidden symbolism, fate, destiny or that everything-happens-for-a-reason crap, last year’s experience with chemotherapy helped bring my perceptions of my own life into infinitely sharp detail… Every event in my life from earth shattering to incidental showed me its impact on who I now am, who I shall be, the road […]