A Note for the Passing

Last week, I got the news that Ken had died. I have mentioned him previously. He was incredible. He was my first personal connection to that odd myth in the midwest called the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence… He is also the one I mentioned that brought out my guilt. My guilt of surviving. Ken had […]

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Covering My Hole

A foul, surly mood has been with me all day…the kind that seeps into everything. I can’t grasp anything right now.I am mostly tired, partly over things as they are going.I most definitely need to regroup my life. Time to circle the wagons. I keep dwelling on some sort of silent running period.Not even sure […]

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And I was doing so well…

This year I thought I was going to make it… My family has let go of the endless gift buying and giving thing,so I felt no financial pressure what-so-ever… I thought I was going to make it… Even though I knew I could not tolerate a big party this year,I decorated enough – inside – […]

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