a kernel of truth in an pound of pain

I fell ill Thursday evening, missing work first Friday and now Monday as well, spiking a fever of 103.3 some point on Saturday. I will be making an appointment with my doctor when his office opens this morning. To spite my efforts, I am still running dehydrated, so I ache. Everywhere. And I have done […]

losing my masochist

A friend once mentioned to me that not-choosing was a valid option; he put it in the sense of waiting for clarity. The idea has always sat close to me through my life… With that notion, I have been sitting silently with something since last September. I have mentioned it to various individuals as the […]

Protected: self-affliction wednesday – X swords

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why I don’t use wishes, plus the newest kind of masochism

During my AD&D days, we all learned quickly to not embrace the usage of a wish spell, or any magic item with similar powers. I get the reality of interpreting a poorly worded wish into something spectacularly explosive, but IMO the process shouldn’t involve unspoken ramifications inflicted upon half the known multiverse. For fuck’s sake, just […]

Protected: my pain cycle

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Protected: my hand – an update

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