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Today’s Big Event

So, David called me yesterday… First time he has contact me since I moved out last April. I was surprised. He wanted to get together to sort through christmas stuff so he could figure out what he could still use and what would be going away. Fair enough. I did my best to not put […]

We’ll Be Okay…

I really think we will… The move is mostly complete. David helped me move the big stuff today. He has the butch red pick-up truck… It remains to be seen just how much time we will have for a friendship once we both get back to our respective lives, but we will be okay. At […]

It’s What I Get for Peekin’…

A card showed up in the mail today. Not for me, for David… As I passed through the foyer, I saw it sitting atop the piano. Must be an Easter card from his parents… no, not quite. Shouldn’t have looked, but I did. Serves me right for peeking… It would seem his parents sent him […]

The Re-ordering of Things…

Everything in my life has fallen to disarray over the past few years. Mostly do to my love-life or more rightly referred to as my failing love-life. It is emblematic of my ‘in for an ounce, in for a pound’ view of things… The objective for this round of the chaotic carousel? To remember my […]

The Routine of Late…

I am so tired lately. I get less and less sleep each day, now down to about five hours a day. I have made some bad habits since I started ten hour shifts. For example, running too many chores after work in the mornings… I have found that if I stay up too long, I […]

The First Haul

The first big load of stuff will head over to the studio today. The place is still mostly a disaster, but I cannot wait forever to start moving. Luckily, the closet by the sleeping area is mostly empty. I will haul everything I have that’s packed in boxes now until the closet is full. I […]

Moving On

Well, it is done. I was not brave or brilliant or even really courteous. I simple got sloppy enough that it eventually got back to David that I wanted out. I am a coward. Or too wounded to impact the change first-hand. Or both. But we will both mend. We will both eventually move on […]

Something to think about…

As I work through tonight’s isolated third shift… “I know we haven’t been talking about things that need to be discussed…” David told me a bit ago, as he hugged me hard before going to bed. This is the most astute thing he has ever said to me. Although I am curious to discover if […]

First day on third shift went well enough,though I will need most of this weekto fully adjust to the change… That odd silence in back in my brain,it does not suit me well. If I acted more timely to things,perhaps I could avoid such feelings and surly moods. I seem compelled to find the ‘perfect’ […]