the glitter, it burns

I occasionally wonder of the source of my distaste and poor response to silly little gay boys when I encounter them in the bars. I do consider whether my response is bigotry of some sort or some sensible response to as-yet unknown data. Then, most often, I am vindicated. Take last night for an example: […]

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post-camp note

I should make a note to engage in more overwhelming and intense activities at camp next year, so I can return home with huge amounts of processing and not be so instantly reminded of how incredibly lonely I am for such brotherhood in my everyday life…

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post-camp processing

My brain doesn’t want to move on, and doesn’t want to release. I feel stuck. I can say that what I linger on is not severe or heavy or unravelling; it simply is, and it is sticky. I would be mostly okay with it hanging around for a bit, even if it isn’t all good. […]

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