today’s that day. again.

Hello, Livejournal. It’s been some time passing…Google Fiber is late to my neighborhood, and nobody else wants to actually provide service to my house. A neighbor has surprisingly unlocked their wifi, perhaps only for the weekend. So. Today is World AIDS Day. I haven’t had the best relationship with the idea for a few years. […]

the hatter and hare

Recreated post for Halloween 2013: Please note: my whiskers pass through my septum piercing. Best costume concept I have ever done…

kc fashion week

Andrea took her incredible jewelry to KC Fasion Week, and brought me along again as a model. Photography by the amazing Paul Andrews:

corset boy

Previously unpublished photo, added 03.11.23.

a bright summer look

Previously unpublished photoshoot, added 03.11.23.

Protected: mundies, dirty mundies

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this is what I see

Everybody struggles. Everybody looks in the mirror at some point in his life and hates what he sees. And, well, screw you for saying that I have less right to struggle with my image or size or weight or diet than you do. Screw you. My perfectly normal, perfectly non-traumatizing childhood left me fully traumatized. […]

nine years cancer free

Nine years ago today, the doctors said “It’s gone, you’re done.” *exhales* *checks for lumps*

fashion on the fringe

Kansas City Fringe Fest… Such great odd things happen there. I made my runway debut for a jewelry designer friend. I was the only male in the show, and so much bigger than most of the other models… Friday night, I heard gasps as I came on stage. *giggle*

anniversary approaching quickly

This weekend will be nine years cancer free. Nine. … Maybe I will believe it’s truly gone after ten. I still hold my breath every Christmas Eve (when I found it) every early February (when they cut it out and I started treatment) and every end of July (when I finished treatment). I just posted […]