how gay was I…?

This is a game that I am going to call How Gay Was I…? Think along the lines of, "OMGs! How did my parents not know…?" During dakoopst’s visit, the topic of showtunes came up. I forget which one of us was at fault… That was when I had the horror of learning that he […]

memage…?

I was tagged by philhasablog . I would be remiss to not respond, but I will have to twist it a bit. The thing is… I am surrounded by music. On the odd occasion where there is none playing, my brain will fill in with its own bizarre soundtrack, but most of it really is […]

Protected: winding up the visit…

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Protected: OMG, it’s early…

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Protected: my evolution

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Protected: heavy flow day

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metamorphosis

I am developing something that could be called a complex. I am finding more and more of a struggle in approaching men online. It has begun to surface in face-to-face cruising as well. This sense of isolation I have is gaining coherence, becoming more concrete. I no longer want to fit by presenting only part […]

Protected: yes, I did that once

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Protected: so it begins…

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disturbing dream

I woke up out of a dream just minutes ago. It involved what I shall call a local celebrity of the gay community. Inherently, that means corrupted, dubious, disorganized and loved madly by the folks he regularly screws for money. There are more than a few here. Although I enjoy him on stage, his behavior […]