Spent the afternoon on my knees,staring through the hole once more. I clearly understand that this behavior is purely substitution for what I want to be doing. But, for now, it will have to do. Spent the evening thoroughly sad, but oddly content. I watched six hours of the West Wing season 6 marathon on […]

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and another dream

This dream was very much in the real world and pretty straight up what’s happening in my life. No dancing hippos in tutu’s delivering the message of hope… So, I am in the bar participating in a sucky-ass karaoke night. (Shut up! karaoke is NOT automatically sucky-ass!) And the lead I worked with at the […]

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ugh!

Well, I turned down a offer from Jo-Ann’s today. A part-time framing shop position for way-way-less than I care to mention. If I take a piss-low pay-rate at I job I don’t really want, it will have to be one that isn’t a fuckin’ 30 minutes worth of gas away. I can walk to work […]

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WHAT Have We Become?

So…I’m fixing scramble eggs and toast for breakfast. As the toaster pops, I go to fetch a new stick of butter (not that fake crap, I gotta maintain all THIS…) And open a new box of stick butter. I peel the strip from the end and dump out the golden delight. As I return the […]

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