The Velveteen Giving Tree Rabbit

Much and many thanks from my heart to <codeboi> for bringing a dear thing back into my lifewith a new context that is nearly unbelievable. I ran some errands with Todd to the northland…my stop was a bookstore, to return The Velveteen Rabbit to my life. The odd thing…I knew before entering the store that […]

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Either you get it or you don’t…

Ever have the weird-ass senseof ‘I know YOU know I know?’Yeah, THAT thing… I have been repeating this specific sensation since joining LJ. The sense of reading myself in other journals. That sense of someone ‘getting’ me, belonging, relating, being. I figured something out. I completed a puzzle that I didn’t even realize I was […]

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Finally Ready…

I will most likely miss the peak of the crowd,the crowd that doesn’t quite have what I want anyway…so I can’t mind too much. I just spent an hour with my Wescos, a brush and a tin of polish.I needed it as much as they did… I am in heaven!

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Tick Tock, Tick Tock

I think I pushed too hard to stay up this morning.Now, I cannot sleep. I feel all jittery inside,like when I did the coffee-induced all-nighters in college… It has been a LONG time since I couldn’t sleepwhen I really needed it.

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In and Out

Home from the publisher…and off to the exhibits company. Most likely only an hour or two there…then to bed, most likely AFTER I rub off a load.

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The Long Break, the Short Post

Wow! Two whole days without posting…Longest break yet. I am not well! Last night was a productive night for me at work.I had a great page count, and not just ’cause I had books piled upfrom the night before. I try not to worry too much about quantity, because I know that I build better […]

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an outlet for my needs…

Normally, I would not mind my incredible lack of underwear. Recently, spending eight hours each night at work at a computer in bunched up jeans, with PA screaming as it get tucked under fold after fold, I had started to notice no clean drawers in the laundry basket. So following my follow-up with the foot […]

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Something to think about…

As I work through tonight’s isolated third shift… “I know we haven’t been talking about things that need to be discussed…” David told me a bit ago, as he hugged me hard before going to bed. This is the most astute thing he has ever said to me. Although I am curious to discover if […]

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