eh

It is a curious thing, the quiet of my mind. It is new to me. I have never had a quiet mind.

The past few days, it has been oddly calm, but even in its silence, it is deafening inside of my skull. Like I only achieve a quiet mind when it holds so much noise that I cannot focus on any of it. Seems a lot like being at work; all the machines roaring around me and nothing spoken ever getting to me…

So this week has been passing by me quietly for its roar. My brain is calm and still… seemingly. So much has overtaken me and overlapped that I don’t currently hear any of it.

It isn’t good or bad so much as curious.