I am in late from work and start an earlier shift by an hour tomorrow.

I am frustrated and underwhelmed by my job. I want to be seasonal again. I want to be laid off. I want to be treated like I have value and merit.
I want the first shift management to burn in f*cking hell.

All that withstanding, I came home and checked my bank account… Big paycheck, tax refund… and now the economic stimulus check has shown up.Ugh.

I do not want to be a mindless consumer…
Ugh.

The camera has been on the list. Got it.
The new mattress must come next… my shoulder is hurting again, my fingers keep going numb…

Perhaps, I can buy the materials and finish the private shower in the studio. That would be a beautiful convenience for my life…

Ugh.
Mindless consumer…