My Manifestation

Todd is right.
I am alone and isolated because I have willed myself to be so.
For the last two years of my relationship, I did very little except will myself to be alone.

I did a good job.

<castrowoof> put manifestation into my brain, or at least brought it more forward with his recent post.

I am a whole and healthy being.
I am full of vitality and the strength of Life.
I am stable and grounded upon this rock.
I have every gift and talent I could ever need.
I have access to these gifts at will.
I am a successful illustrator, erotic artist and designer.
I have the drive and skill to excel in life and career.
I have the finances to do what I plan.
I have the freedom to breath easy.
I have all the love I could ever need for those in my life.
I have all the love I could ever want from those in my life.
I have the power and commitment to shape my life as I please.
I am secure in who I am and always have been.
I am as I choose, not as others view me.
I have the heart that gives endlessly.
I have the mind that solves anything.
I have the body that perseveres through everything.
I have the sexuality that others seek.
I have the emotion that keeps me true and honest with the world.
I am successful.
I am clear and focused on my goal.
I have to strength to face my fears.
I have the brilliance to melt those fears away.
I have the power and knowledge and wisdom to be me in every aspect of life.

I am whole.
I am happy.
I am complete.