I have called it a day and left work.
I feel like I could wretch at any moment.
The latest adjustment to my meds – mostly just natural supplements –
has left me unable to judge how much food I need to eat in the morning.
I am hoping that it is the antibiotic I have been taking for my sinus infection.
This morning was the last pill.
I could survive the world landing on top of me,
just as long as it didn’t make me feel nauseous…
How curious that the path that led me to full understanding of my mind’s unlimited nature
left my body just this side of feeble. The irony is not lost on me.
I understand the cost of self-awareness.
I do not think it is too dear…