Last nights late entry didn’t post. DAMMIT!
It was good too, although quite pissy!
I could never channel that again,
suffice to say I am GREATLY disappointed by many people.
It currently seems that I am meant to not get what I am promised…
I cannot tell if it is me, or the people around me.
Don’t know if it matters.
I am tired of crap.
I think I spend a good amount of energy providing (insert whatever here)
for other people in my life. I do not feel it coming back to me at all.
Could I really not deserve such basic things as timely communication
and courteous follow-through? That would go against what I have ALWAYS embraced in life.
I am tired of the crap of other peoples lives. I am tired of busting ass
when everyone else just sorta sits there…
I don’t what to change this quality in me.
I suppose I would simply like to surround myself with others that act the same.
I am tired of being tired.
(It must be fate that dumped last night’s posts,
because this one is much better, and not so mean…)
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